Thank you all so much for all the supportive comments. It confirms what I have been doing by reassuring Becca that I will love her forever and ever and be there for her no matter what, is the right thing to do. I do not think I will ever be able to make anyone understand the feeling of being motherless due to the fact that your mother just did not want to be YOUR mother, least of all my daughter. I cannot honestly say I understand it, rather I accept it as it is.
Ok so let’s be Happy!
I have won a few blog contests over the past few weeks and I have been so busy with the house, settling into the community here and the kids I have not had the chance to share 
First, I won the CUTEST notecards from Damselfly. You will just have to trust me, because they arrived with our forwarded mail and they are NOT lost, just in a SUPER cool, safe spot waiting to be discovered again.
Then I scored a very cute and functional burp cloth from Love Prints … It is so SOFT and totally cute. I totally have to get some shots of Ethan with it! He adores chewing on all things, but this burpee is totally tops (and absorbant which is such a plus!)
Lastly, I just found out today that I won the Meerkat Manor prize pack from Aimeeroo’s animal blog. I am super excited! Becca adores Meerkat Manor, we used to watch it on demand on cable!
Speaking of cable. Psshaa I am not enjoying satellite. We have way less channels and the channels we do have are weird ones. We cannot find Cops and to top it all off everything here starts an hour EARLY! So what we would have watched at 8pm once the kids are in bed, starts a 7pm! grrr!
Wait! This is a happy post!
This weekend is the Los Alamos Rodeo & County Fair! YeeeHawww! hehe! I am helping out at the LLL table at a women’s health fair then we are going to tour downtown and take in the events.
We are also having a very special celebration this weekend, so stay tuned!
I almost FORGOT! My dear friend SugarMama has started a new venture that you HAVE to check out. Her first contest is for the CUTEST shoes I have ever seen! Go check it out!
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woo hoo on winning those things! that’s awesome!
sucks about the time difference
I gotta go check out them shoes, lol
Lummy! You are lucky! Are you sure you’ve not been cheating? What’s your trick? Now I’m off to see the shoes.
Cheers
congrats on the winnings!
That was a happy post! You’re so lucky! And you’re going to a country fair – I LOVE country fairs!
I also prefer cable to sattelite – same reasons.
Congratulations on all the goodies you won. Wow what fun.
congrats on your winnings!
just a quick note to let you know i tagged you for a meme – http://crunchydomesticgoddess.com/2007/08/11/8-random-things-about-amygeekgrl/
thanks!
I’ve been catching up on your blog…you guys have been busy!
I think reassuring Becca about your love is a great thing. I agree that she’s too young to fully understand your situation.
Congrats on the prizes and have fun at the fair!!
Wow lucky you with all your winnings! Just got back from holidays and have been playing catch up
I think one thing you can always be assured of is Becca and Ethan will always know that you would NEVER leave them. You are an awesome Mom and they are beyond lucky to have you!!
Have fun at the fair! I haven’t been to one in a long time. Enjoy.
Can’t wait to see what your celebration is all about!?!?
You won meerkat manor. And to think I;ve only even *heard* about it from you.
Enjoy the RodAo.
Look at you and all your winnings…
Congrats….
I love your happy posts..which are most of the time…
You rock.
Thanks for the nice shout out Chelle! I knew I can always count on friends like you.
I’m so glad you like the notecards. I was indeed afraid they’d get lost during your move.
PS I shut down that other Web site.