A older pic of Becca today. I am already missing my friends here in Windsor. THings are going to be so crazy the next few days it feels like we are already gone

I slept most of the day. Then J and I worked on a little packing. Little Becca played and worked on her balance skills. She is such a little trooper. I think I have mentioned that before.

After a nice dinner, which J cooked. Why is it that a meal prepared form someone else always tastes better? Anyhoo…After dinner we all walked over to Shoppers to pick up a few supplies. Those of you who know me (in person) are aware that I am not a huge make-up wearer. It is pretty stuff, but seriously most days I could not be bothered with it. That has a lot to do with my former step-mother, she always made me feel like a tramp if I wore it (bitch ). Not only that be she always belittled me if I wanted to take the time to put make up on. Never time to wait for me to look good. Funny how the things people say tht never leave you. Especially those of influence. How easily we can abuse the power over our children. I have vowed may times to myself that I will never abuse that power with Becca (and those future babies..hehe). I have made a promise to myself and my sweet daughter that only confidence building and positivity will be part of our relationship. She will never be fat, ugly, or so insignificant that her desires will not matter.

Ok, now that I am done rambling about that I purchased some new make-up while we were out. I have had the same make-up for the past 5 years. Yeah Yeah I know you are suppose to chuck out make-up after a year, but I use so little of it, it lawys seemd like a waste. And I always had that nagging feeling that I was not worth new make-up. Tonight I had an epiphany. No longer am I not worth it. Damn it I am worth it

After the whole epiphany moment, we took Becca to the park. And the little turkey is a crazy climber!! Sure she has not mastered walking but she scaled the slide! I am serious, she climbed from the bottom of a big slide and crawled her way up to the top! Both J and I stood there dumbfounded watching her. I pressume she got the idea when we were at out playdate. Carrie has these great miniture playground items in her backyard. Becca took the initiative and climbed up them. But they were designed for little kids!!!! We have a crazy climber!! (ofcourse we forgot the camera!)

ONE MORE MIDNIGHT SHIFT!!! That I now have to get ready for…..w00t w00t!! Last one!!!!

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